2ème message :
Hello Jean-Jacques.
Thanks for your answer. I too wish to tell, that I have a small experience in dialogue, but yet there was nothing positive. I have noticed that you too had a bad experience in the past and as though you suffer till now because of it. But you need to concentrate on good, instead of to think only of the bad.
Besides now you write, that I have not told to you the truth. You as read my letters? I now write you the second letter, the last letter was the first, and I have written to you where I live. You turn out now say lies? If in the first letter I have written you the truth. What for you so write? What for I should choose other site for registration? I should nothing to anybody, therefore I have chosen that I have wanted. If you have problems with trust because of last relations, you need to solve this question with the psychologist, after all to you it will always stir in a life.
In marriage I did not plan to leave, I not at that age to think of a marriage, the man for all life is necessary to me, the stamp in the passport is not necessary to me.
When I have seen your profile, I have remembered the important moment for me. But I am not ready to tell about it now. But in the future I will necessarily tell to you about it....
It is very a pity only, that you have not sent me the photos, but I still wait for them from you.
I was born and I live in Russia. My city, Novocheboksarsk. It is small, but a spacious city. Though last decades it has started to be built up more actively. Here good ecology and affable people. I heard a little about your country, but it is interesting to me to learn more.
In my free time I like to walk in park, to read books. I do not have bad habits, as cigarettes or alcohol. I try to conduct a healthy way of life. To have a good figure.
At us the different countries, different culture. But it does our correspondence only more interestingly. It would be interesting to me to learn about your outlooks on life, values. It is interesting, what will turn out from our correspondence?! In any case we lose nothing.
I will answer other questions in the following letter.
Elena.
15eme message : (au bout de 2 semaines)
Hello darling Jean-Jacques.
We have got acquainted with you thanks to the Internet. Dialogue through the Internet has a limit of development of relations. Because letters cannot transfer all feelings and internal emotions. Last days I thought of it much. I tried to present, as our meeting will look. What relations will be between us in the future. I feel, that we are close to each other. I worried and argued on it in letters much. I thought of feelings, about our relations. I had many internal experiences because I did not know that will be further.
I am now ready to make a step towards to our relations. I am ready to meet you. We need to meet to see, how our relations will develop. I feel, that all will be excellent. If we had feelings to each other on such big distance why they should be gone when we will meet?
What do we have now? Our letters and photos? You imagine, you will wake up from a sweet kiss. (by the way, me kisses or love displays in public places do not confuse. We did not talk on this theme, but for me it is very important in relations - kisses, embraces, every day such display of love and caress.)
At last I can make to you a breakfast! We should not wait for letters. Because we can communicate face to face. So it is a lot of all that we can make, when we will meet! I still spoke to nobody about you, but it too early to someone to tell, I will fairly tell, while I do not plan to tell to someone about us, still too early that with someone to share it.
So what for we should suffer in thoughts? We can learn answers to all questions when we will meet. We need to learn all about a trip. Probably, it will be easier to arrive to you to me to Russia? Probably, it will be easier to arrive to me to you? Tomorrow I wish to learn all about a trip. Ways to arrive to you, what documents be required to me - all. I can go to city administration. There there should be a tourism ministry. I think, there people can tell to me everything as I can arrive to you.
You know, now it is easy on my heart. I do not have fear, internal experiences. Because I am in earnest about our further relations. And in this letter, I have told to you all my thoughts and experiences. I have opened to you my soul. And I think, I have fallen in love.
I wait your letter. Elena.
p.s now I understand, at you a modern way of cleaning of cherry stones, yes, I saw such device, but at us while an old way. =)
Men seldom iron clothes, usually women are engaged in it, I know only military men always iron clothes independently, it at them already a habit.
And still I wished to tell some words about you. When I have seen your photo, I had any mistrust to you, to your sight. Then only through letters I have learnt you, I learn now and I will continue to learn. You very interesting person, you clever enough man, and artful enough too are my opinion. But after you have opened to me from the different sides, I have started to trust you more. I not absolutely silly woman, and I understand, that it is impossible to write such letters for the sake of entertainment, or any game. I see sincerity and I feel it. It cannot be thought up. I see at you enough talents, and you do not cease to surprise me. But a sight at you very artful. And I was afraid in the beginning, that you can is unexpected to change and become other person. Now I am not afraid of it. I do not know the future, whether I do not know our dialogue or relations will turn out, I have simply relaxed and I accept that the destiny gives to me. I do not have any huge expectations, to me is now comfortable, and I try to develop this comfort and that will turn out from this, we learn in the future. In any case it is very pleasant to me to communicate with you. I receive from it a positive, energy.
I did not know when to tell about it, but when if not in this letter? Then it will be already irrelevant and late about it to write. =)