Hello my beloved Milan, how are you? Oh, dear, I'm sorry I didn't write to you yesterday. You know, yesterday I was so broken that I just couldn't even find the right words... I do not even know how to describe all the state that I had... I slept so badly last night because I was thinking about this problem all the time, thinking about us, thinking about our future... Milan, thank you for writing me two messages at once. Oh, I think I'll answer both emails in one message, and of course I'll try not to miss anything. But you know how hard it is to find the right words, my dear... Now we have what we have. I was denied a visa, and it was painful. Not because these are just documents... but because our meeting, expectation, and dreams were behind it. I was really upset yesterday, but I didn't break down. I'm not one of those people who gives up. Sometimes it just takes time to get back together and figure out how to move on. Yes, my dear? Of course, it's always easier to just sit down and cry, like I did yesterday, but you know, then I just sat down and thought, am I that weak? No, no, I'm not like that, because my mom always taught me to be strong! And this means that you just don't have to give up right away, but you need to do everything possible for the sake of happiness with the man you love! You know, Milan, you're right about a lot of things, our lives are somewhat similar, we've come a long way. But all this did not break us, but only made us stronger. We both have the backbone to deal with problems, not retreat from them. And I think this is very, very important! You're talking about Bosnia or Serbia. Oh, my dear, yes, it's probably easier to get there, but as you said, life in Croatia is much better. And now we already have problems with a visa to Croatia, which should be solved. You know, I've done everything! I collected all the papers I needed, and it was such a shame that just because of the certificate of financial stability, I was refused... Milan, I also want to say that you got it right. I need to have 2160 euros in my account just to show that I have this money. I don't need to spend it or anything, I just need to show an extract from my personal bank account that I have the money. My angel, maybe you have the opportunity to find this amount, for 4-5 days, so that I can just do all this help, and then I could return it all to you! Oh, and as for the legal adviser you mentioned, I don't have one... But this morning I talked to the manager from the travel agency again and he said that the solution really is to make this necessary certificate and show them. So it can be solved quickly and get a visa to Croatia. As for the call, my dear, you're right that we could call, but there will probably be a slight problem in our conversation because of the language. By the way, Milan, did you get my video that I sent yesterday? My beloved, you know, I wrote to you and have already replied to most of it, but for some reason half of the message is missing. But I'll write it all over again anyway, my dear! You know, you asked me a few questions, and of course I want to tell you all about it. You asked me what my salary was. To be honest, this is a very small salary, it is about 350 euros, if we talk in your currency. Yes, it's not much at all, my dear, but unfortunately, there's just nothing to brag about... You're also asking me if I wanted to come to you permanently or just use you as a springboard? Oh, you know, my dear, I've never had the thought of using you as a springboard. Milan, I want to be with you, and you know, I wanted to come to live with you, build a new life, and just be happy with the man I love. Yes, I'm probably getting ahead of myself, because first we need to meet, we need to spend time, live together, and of course have sex, my dear! And then you'll probably be able to understand all my feelings and desires for yourself! But as for the question about the game, I'll be honest, he even upset me a little! My beloved Milan, do you really think that everything that exists between us can be a game? That love, those feelings that exist between us? I've just never loved someone so much, I've opened up to you 100 percent, my darling! I love you, I trust you, I want to be together, and you still think this is a game? No, no, and no again, my dear! You know, we were almost able to make our dreams come true, but now we need to solve this damn problem! By the way, I also asked about the letter of guarantee yesterday! but I was told that due to the fact that my visa is a tourist one, I still need to prove my financial stability and make this certificate that they ask me for. Do you understand, my dear? Milan, dear, I just hope that I was able to answer all your questions in my message. I want you to understand me, because all this is incredibly important to me! I want you to know all my feelings, all my problems and everything, because I'm not hiding anything from you, my beloved man! I believe with all my heart that we will solve this problem and be together with you, my angel! I love you, I miss you very much, and I cherish everything that exists between us! With great love, your Veronika!
