Hi my sweetest and most beautiful man John? I wish you a good day and a lot of positivity.
During the time that we have been communicating with you John, we have become close people. I began to think about you very often, my dear John. My thoughts are about you, about us. You've taken up residence in my head huh.
I think our relationship has become closer and warmer.
Apart from my parents and you, I have no one else. I see you as a partner to whom I can tell my happiness and sorrow. You support me like no one else. I am very grateful to you for that.
I have a driver's license but no car. But it would be great to keep you company with John and take turns driving. Yes, I eat a little before going to bed and in the morning. I don't volunteer at Bucha. I've been there a couple of times) You have wonderful views there.
Today I went out again, walking with my friend after work. We had coffee at a cafe near my house and talked about you. My friend noticed that I am happy now and she is worried about me. She doesn't want me to suffer because of you.
As you remember John, I told you about the local people's opinion of foreigners. I really believe you're not like that! So I convinced her that you won't hurt me. Is that true? I want to believe you!
My friend is very happy for me and wishes us happiness, a serious relationship and mutual understanding.
I said that I have never talked to you about relationships and that probably surprised you.
The thing is that I am very selective about it. I've been cheated on a lot. They have betrayed and cheated on me often.
I hope you are not such a person John and will treat me with understanding and seriousness!
Now I met you John and I think you look like a good person. Even if you are far away. You warm me even from a distance.
Perhaps my letter today turned out a little sad. But I felt very relieved when I opened up to you and told you about my last relationship.
I don't expect you to comment on it. I just wanted you to know.
Sometimes I think I'm in love, but I don't fully understand it. But I want to truly fall in love with you John?
I will be waiting for your reply. Can you send me some more pictures?
Kisses, Kisses?
Yours Anastasia♥️